yesterday called twice to papa, i miss home so much.. hope to hear their sound, hope to hear they told me everything i miss out at home. hope to hear their concern. after all the unhappy incident here, i felt very exhausted. i need to go home. Pa, Ma i miss you so much. i feel suffered here but i know u all will scold me when you know the truth. sorry for not taking your advice. i try to be tough every time i talk to you and lie that everything here is fine. i cannot make you all worry about me anymore. i had done many thing beyond your advice and made you very very angry and worry. but this time, i want to be good.