Friday, October 29, 2010

leaving....离....

I hope i hv finally found what i hv after in life. Working in kl is what I'm looking for since last time. Now that i hv gt the chance, but i hv to throw my family and leave my best friends in north.. When I am stress/ down, I cant go back home to seek for the warmth of family; when I am tired, I hv to handle it all alone in KL. but i keep telling myself this is a process of growing up. I shd learn to be independent. I'm very clear that working in kl is not the same as studying in kl ad. Working, i will not go back that frequent. If go back home also like staying in a comfortable hotel for at most 1 week only. Pity my parents I hv to leave them here and chase after my dreams. I'm a selfish daughter...But thanks to mom that she is always supporting me, and thanks to dad that he always give me what i want.

Monday, October 18, 2010

My family



这段期间,我深深的明白世界上最坚固、最不会变质的关系是亲情

在我最低落的时候,还好有爸爸妈妈在背后给我鼓励。

可是在我心情很不好的时候,我却常常向他们发脾气。

很多时候我是应该要把不开心的情绪藏起来的,不应该让他们看见、让他们为我担忧。

看见他们常为我操心,真的觉得自己还不够成熟。

几时,我才可以让他们不为我担心?

几时,在他们眼中我才是个可以独立的大人?