Wednesday, February 16, 2011

很讨厌孤单
很讨厌一个人去面对困难
很讨厌很讨厌无助的感觉
很讨厌没有安全感
很讨厌计划完全被打乱
很讨厌安排不了给自己的私人时间
我本来就不是可以一个人过得很好的类型
我只是在岑强
因为不想被大家认为我是脆弱

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Dreaming again

Wish to run away from here.
Give up everything I possess.
Wish I have guts to do that.

I hope my life is colorful.
So I keep fill up my free time with program.
I wish to see more about this beautiful world.
So I'm here in KL.
I'm ready to explore.

But this place has too many old memories.
I cannot push myself to restart a new life.
Instead it keep me looking backward.
I wish to go to a brand new place,
Place where nobody know me.
And I can start to build my sweet memory there.
Maybe the place is Taiwan?

But this is all just a dream.
Cause I have my family here in Malaysia.
原来一直都活在自己的世界里面
原来我真的什么都不是的
不要再犯溅、空想、发梦
没有任何事会改变的
是时候掏出一些空间
让给别人家