Sunday, December 21, 2008

2008.12.20

今天,心就好像被刀划伤了..没报上我要的科目已经够烦了,但我最在意的不是这个。其实,我早就知道事情不像昔日那样了,只是我不愿意接受。我真得什么都没做过但为什么会是这样的下场,无奈。。我很讨厌受委屈,被冤枉的感觉,但这件事不是说出口就能解决,而是要信赖。。既然信赖都不存在了,那再抓住还有什么用?

Memories mean nothing now.

It is no longer important; I just hope that I can stay happy every day. it will be so good if I can forget everything I had experience, no matter happy or sad, on every morning when I wake up. Every day is a new start. Forget the feeling I have for someone, forget who I friend with on previous day. Maybe the “Haitian” can help erase my memories…hehe.. 无聊…

Ok, 发泄完毕。我知道我该怎么做。藏有炸弹的地区我不会踩,想怎样我都奉陪,我不憎恨。坏人我不会做,也不想做。我无时无刻都做最真的自己。

3 comments:

kkhuai said...

wah!...u really wan haitian u erase all ur memories?? u wan to 4get me ar?...sob*.*
u wan 4get ur mum, da, bro,me, siek yin, supei....????
hhaha....

p/s:我不知道真正的原因,不过无风不起浪,为什么不检讨自己呢?

gr33nmonst3r said...
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gr33nmonst3r said...

u think i may did a wrong thing? i think deeply before, maybe i had said or done something me myself did not realise but i really do not mean it.

算了,让这件事和旧的回忆一起埋葬..
从写这篇文章开始,我就放下全部了..

只是觉得人为什么要有感觉呢?一旦有感觉,相同的事情还是会再发生..因为我是个没有友情会活不下去的人.