did u feel happy yesterday, honey? three of us celebrating ur birthday in the garden outside the stadium... is tat wat u wan? only lik and me.. we plan to celebrate ur birthday in pg at 1st but since u kenot then we make other plan. well, i dunno i should tell u onot... see yin them plan to celebrate ur birthday and they ask me to come bek on that day from penang. well, this time, i have learnt to let go. i wont too appreciate any gathering for our class especially with some1 present...hope u enjoy urself on that day..

my house will full with my relatives in tis few days...many of them said that i've bcome fatter. woo... i wan2 control my diet from now onward... my cousin sister is pregnant.she come to my house yst and i keep on touching her tummy. the baby will 'kick' everytime i touched. she mz be liking me. hehe... waiting for the day my cousin give birth.

i wake up very late today cause no1 is knocking my door early in the morning. i am the only girl among those....erm...children, hehe. they talked bout football, computer games....they can even stay awake all night long to watch football. aih...boring la... no topics suit me. and i have changed my hair style ... hope that i din surprise all of my friends again.

i dunno i should trust see yin onot... i have lost my trust to her since the day she betrayed me. din friend should be honest to each other.she told me she cannot go out to buy the polyform for tomorrow project because her car will be in bad condition when it was raining. well, i cannot trust her. i'm not going to take permission from my mom to use the car. we jz have a big quarell 2 days ago when i wanna used the car. jz hope i'll have my own car as soon as possible.

今天的心情很沉重...脑里想着很多事情.这假期生活真的是过得一团糟... 什么事情都没做到.原现的计划都被自己捣乱了!!每一天都在替自己找借口偷懒...越想越不能原凉自己.弟弟发现了我一整天静静的,就很不爽.他告诉我,"我觉得你今天对我很冷淡!"哈!!如果我是在喝水的话,口里的水一定会喷出来...莫名其妙.难道要我对你很热情吗,我酱问他.他竟然给我一个很好笑的答复"我只是觉得很奇怪为什么你今天没来找我骂架".哎,吵架就是我们两个的沟通方式.对方若不在家的话,就会很不习惯.

明天我就得暂时让出自己的房间跟妈妈一起睡,很舍不得.这样,我就会被妈妈天天逼着早睡,不能再做夜猫.去槟城更糟,每一晚十点多就被逼睡觉,除非弟弟肯陪我.从明天起,就得顾及自己的一举一动,冲凉不能唱歌,吃饭不能看戏,讲话不能用喊..须顾及仪态,以免在长辈面前失礼...哎...很不自在...

i was too careless recently...o should i said i am always that careless?i make a mistake that i myself also kenot accept. wat a failure i am. thought that i no need go back to that place already. really dun like that place... there is a dirty place with all the tester receive bribe. i will not beg my parents give me permission to take motor license if there is still a chance for me to choose!! i should have listened to them! i was too stuborn, i don't like to accept advice from other ppl who comment on my private affairs. i dun like them teaching me what should i do for this or that coz i think this is my own business and i don't like other ppl 2 intervene.

i'm still wondering whether i am doing the right decision by staying in a.star to study f6. actually, i dun have much confident to the stpm next year. i didn't strive for the opportunity with my parents to study in college from the begining because i cant let go all the things that i have here, especially friendship. anyway, i had already study for half of the year and i should have keep my effort going on my studies. if i'm not studying f6, i may not have the oppotunity to know some of u...